My favourite 2021 reads

My favourite Books of 2021, part seven [last part]. How we fall apart by Katie Zhao.

HOW WE FALL APART BY KATIE ZHAO

How we fall apart is a dark academia novel focusing on Asian American characters and the experiences of these people going through a prestigious high school while their secrets are being exposed and the murder of the queen bee. This novel displays the pressure many immigrant families and children feel as well as the hardship and the reality of always being seen as a perfect student. Not only is this book a murder mystery but it shows the world of many Asian Americans [not limited to] especially students. I loved this novel because of how much I related to the main characters, I have never felt so seen or understand from a piece of incredible writing. From the backhanded complaints rooted in racism to each character on the brink of breaking down, this novel is perfect for anyone who is Asian and wants to relate to any other who wants to learn about the experiences many Asians’ face to maybe even relating to the hard-working students with dark secrets hiding in plain sight hoping to never be caught.

Fortunately, a trigger warning was provided by the author but here’s a condensed down one: mental illness, suicidal thoughts, panic attacks, abuse, self-harm, racism, parental neglect, violence, drug use, an inappropriate teacher and student relationship.

My favourite Books of 2021, part six. Legendborn by Tracy Deonn.

LEGENDBORN BY TRACY DEONN

Legendborn is an Arthurian retelling. Not only is it a well written fantasy but it also explores heavy themes such as grief and racism. After Bree’s mother dies in an accident, she wants nothing more than to escape her hometown and a perfect chance arises, Bree leaves her home. After witnessing a magic incident everything changes for Bree. This novel follows Bree as she discover a whole another world of magic and how she might even be involved. Legendborn is unlike the usual retelling, instead of having characters who are reimaged or children of well-known tales they are ancestors of the characters of King Arthur. I loved this novel for several reasons, from the fantasy side, the many complex characters, the slow budding romance, the writing style, the BIPOC representation, the LGBTQIA+ rep and of course the overall storyline. I have to say a lot happened in the last couple chapters and it was left on an incredibly exciting cliff-hanger. The sequel, Bloodmarked, is coming out in July 2022. The author also explored grief of a loved one quite in depth and it feels as if many people were\could\have\can relate. It brought together a heavy theme and put it together with an unexpected fantasy which worked comfortably. Overall, a wonderful novel and am excited to see more of the characters again soon.

Trigger warning: Racism, grief, death, anxiety, car crash, attacks.

My favourite Books of 2021, part five. Malice by Heather Walter.

MALICE BY HEATHER WALTER

Malice is a retelling of sleeping beauty. It takes a spin on this well know tale and focuses on sleeping beauty and the dark fairy turning it into a sapphic romance if they were both the same age and in their teens. It follows the life of Alyce, imagined as the dark fairy living in a household of “graces” who are “good” magic wielders, and she is the only one who is a dark grace. One day Princess Aurora comes to Alyce in search for a cure for a curse that will kill her in exactly one year. From there sparks fly and everyone knows how the story is going to end right? I loved this novel, as it is a fantasy retelling, it did take some time to dive into its world, but I would say quicker than the usual fantasy and I read it in one sitting thinking it was a standalone, it was left on such a large cliff-hanger. Thankful the sequel is coming out May 2022! I really enjoyed see a LGBTQIA+ focused romance in fantasy and am very excited to see more of the romance in the sequel to coming out soon. I would recommend to those looking for a novel with the classic “good” and “evil,” but with the back story and from the point of view of the villain.

Trigger warning: Abuse, torture, death, violence, bullying, homophobia.

My favourite Books of 2021, part four. Excuse me while I ugly cry by Joya Goffney.

EXCUSE ME WHILE I UGLY CRY BY JOYA GOFFNEY

Excuse me while I ugly cry is a contemporary romance focusing on black main characters. A girl named Quinn Jackson is obsessed with lists and when her diary goes missing, she must join forces with Carter, who was last seen with her journal. This novel follows the journey of a budding romance and fierce friendships. It was an easy one sitting read written in first person from Quinn’s perspective with fun chapter names, great character development and a loveable storyline which might even make you laugh. I respected the author for tackling heavy themes without making it the focus of the story, this created a balance of light-hearted and intense moments. The chapter names were incredibly fun, it wasn’t just one-word names, they were full sentences, and it just added another lovely touch to the book. I also liked seeing the mild “enemies to lovers” aspect in this contemporary romance even if it wasn’t prominent for long. Overall, a charming novel.

Trigger warning: racism, trauma, death.

My favourite Books of 2021, part three. The girl from the well by Rin Chupeco.

THE GIRL FROM THE WELL BY RIN CHUPECO

The girl from the well is paranormal horror story and retelling of a classic Japanese ghost story called Okiku. This novel spins this classic story into an even darker one and it is written is the perspective of the ghost which is something that is not often done. It is exquisitely written in an almost poet way. The chapter names aren’t just numbers, they are names, words and short sentences that foreshadow what’s about to happen. The book is quite graphic and covers multiple sensitive topics. I really enjoyed this novel from the dark storyline to the uniqueness of the way the novel is written, the author wrote certain sections of the book by skipping lines, angling words, etc, to really emphasise a point. It was delightful to see a ghost story I heard when I was younger made into something completely different and I personally have seen barely any Japanese retellings that isn’t fantasy so it’s good to see. Overall, this novel was wonderful in every form and even might have frightened me a little while reading it!

Trigger warning: death, murder, strangulation, injury, graphic scenes [gore], possession, sacrifice, kidnapping, trauma, blood, etc. There may be more so please procced with caution.

My favourite Books of 2021, part two. Emma in the night by Wendy Walker.

EMMA IN THE NIGHT BY WENDY WALKER.

Emma in the night is a psychological thriller about two sisters who disappear. Cass, the fifteen-year-old, the younger sister returns without Emma who is two years older, but her story doesn’t really align. Dr Abigail Winter is a forensic Psychologist on Cass’s case, she investigates Cass’s family and uncovers the truth about her dysfunctional family. This novel is written in two points of views allowing to see both side of the story, it is written well, medium paced and the timeline of the novel is set within seven days with multiple flashbacks that are easy to understand. I thoroughly enjoyed this novel and at the time when I read it, I wasn’t able to do a full book review unfortunately due to school exams, etc. This novel focused on narcissistic personality disorder, and it was interesting to see the trauma of Cass as well as Dr Abby’s. There were many unexpected plot points especially at near the end of the book and it truly shows how dysfunctional Cass’s family. I would take caution since this novel covers multiple sensitive topics. Overall, I delighted in this novel and will definitely read more of Wendy Walker’s books in the future.

Trigger warning: Narcissistic personality disorder, kidnapping, sexual assault, sexual harassment, rape, parental neglect, trauma, death, injury, etc. There may be more, please proceed with causation.

My favourite books of 2021, part one. Girls with sharp sticks by Suzanne Young.

GIRLS WITH SHARP STICKS BY SUZANNE YOUNG.

Girls with sharp sticks explores the themes of sexism and misogyny. Throughout the entire trilogy these themes are prominent. It reflects and exaggerates the issues in our society. This trilogy is all about taking back power in a world where girls are seen as nothing but objects and pretty flowers. Their whole purpose is to serve as wives, mothers and caretakers to a man and to attend to his command. They are taught at a school called, “Innovations Academy” by mainly male teachers who pretend to have the best interest of the girls. There was an element of medical procedures that was extremely unexpected, which I personally enjoyed but worn other to be wary. It is definitely a painful read since many of the comments and instances still happen today. It is plot driven with unexpected plot twists at the end of each book. It makes you want to fight for freedom and against the patriarchy.

A trigger warning for the entire trilogy: sexism, misogyny, medical procedures [lobotomy], sexual assault, sexual harassment, racism, graphic scenes [gore], murder, strangulation, poison, suicide.